well, i like my life now. though is hectic at times... but when i go home, i'm tired, i wash myself, i sleep. i do what i want. i don't want to think so much for certain issues now. because, the more i think, the more that i think will led me to the more and more i think. that's is very.......... STRESS. i'll just concentrate on what i need now... my studies, career, family and friends... abt r/s? i don't wanna think first. i'll just let nature take course. 1 month? 1 year? 5 years? HAHA. 5 years? down the road... it isn't long and isn't short too...

alright, i had a busy weekdays with my friends and family! =D so sat and sun, i'm planning to ground at home!

- went gymming with karen on monday!

- on tuesday, went proportion and collect the clothes i ordered! and then to town and to my ah ma house.

- had dinner with ah ma at bedok and then had manicure. the day i strike 4D. AHAHA.

- was on leave thurs. my popo died 100th day ceremony. and the day i 1st saw my ye ye picture. aza came down and had lunch with me though is just 30 mins. or maybe less than that. (:

- friday, went home and get lacey skirt jessey purchased and headed to suntec, marina square and city link with karen and alex to discuss about CA. =D i'm going to have my CA namecard soon! weets! waited for aza and he send me home. chatted with him... well, we are still friends ok! (: i will be there when u need me.

- today stay at home and rest. harry potter 1945 and 2200 tonight!

right now, everyone is my friend.
and i love every of my friend.
and cherish and treated them wholeheartly.
i don't want because of some issue,
and the string loosen.

for some people, i don't wanna give a damn care...
many people ask me why you don't feel a pinch or wasted/regret?
so many years of friendship.

i have to say this, did you just say years of friendship?
so did the other party, thought of this "years of friendship"?
what is that suppose to be?
i assume...
years of friendship...
been through ups and downs,
laugh and cry,
there for you whenever you're there.

friendship and r/s.
just that friendship can't do the same as r/s.
protocol is the same.

just because of one thing,
everything blew.

is it worth it?

or this is life?

i'm quite disappointed though..

so now...


in my heart,

i know who's there for me seriously.


words hang by mouth...
SO EASY.
when you are busy with your life,
who is best friend?
who is there for you?

well, i could only say...

don't ask for return.





the end.


p/s: i'm in love with chinese berry recently!