sometimes i regretted telling my stuffs to others whom i've trusted all along.. and this led to 1-10, 10-100 and more.. i really hated it.. but sharing with people whom i trust, somehow lighten my heart by a bit, or maybe many bits. :p

i just can't get the reason why some people want to be jealous over a small fry like me that i hold no threats and they are way better than me which i thought of. but, there are still some kind of people out there.. i enter this company, i shall say i consider myself lucky, or i work hard to achieve what i have now. i shall say 10%'s luck and 90% effort. i came in to this company, i got to learn many things which i hadn't touch before.. and i counted myself lucky that i dated a VP son.. so what? people say.. i say, he's like any other human on streets that i just hit off with. this is fate i suppose. i didn't date him because he is vp son. tbh, i don't even know who vp is in the first place, how will i know vp has a son working here? -.- people at my work place is like paparazzi.. can't they just get a life? so what? don't i have a life to go out with and do what i want? does i need to seek consent from you? -.- u just have no life.. and worst is, u ask me to protect u? wtf?? work is work.. u think i will share my work stuffs to the vp? even if i did, i can tell you vp won't even care.. because this is just small matter, minor, mini i should say. get a life can? (:

anyway, life's been pretty good! i have a new friend name rebecca, she wanna hug me and i feel gay. lol!

whatever it is, i will follow what my mind and heart tells me. i love my boyfriend not because he is rich, just because i just love him! if u people say that it's all becoz of money, i have better choices.. one of them dad's is a minister in shanghai! so i still go for money? sorry peeps.. quite wordy though.

till then..