Not the first, not the second... and I realise.. whenever I need someone to talk to, you came in first in my mind... but you couldn't help nor try to console me.. sometimes... i really wonder... and it was someone who hear me, didn't comment anything, or maybe that person did try to console me by patting on my head and say everything will be fine.. neither do you call and ask me am i alright? all i need is just that... very simple... but I guess, I am not young anymore, and I need to tell myself, everything will be fine! JIA U! :) nothing come by so easily.. am I just passing my day? i wonder...